Yeah, it's about time I move off of Xanga.

I have reasons for doing so, however.

One: Too many people that I know go to my Xanga, which causes me to hinder my thoughts and censor myself. I don't like having to censor myself.

Two: I feel like I can't really /talk/ to people through the BlogRings I'm in.

Three: LiveJournal is just cooler, plus I have a paid account there.

I'm moving here

You will see a lot more pictures of me and, since it's paid, I can make voice posts, which is where you can hear my voice. I encourage all of my friends to join.

Because I love you all. :3

I will still use this journal to make comments on my friends's Xangas and stuff. So I guess I'm not COMPLETELY gone.

Currently Listening The Better Life By 3 Doors Down Life of My Own see related

Should've updated last time. I hardly update anymore. I have too many things that I have to do.

I have so many things on my mind right now. I feel like my head is going to explode.

And, now, brought to you buy the word "drama" and the number 42, is a rant.

Incest. You like it or hate it, or that's what some people think. Me? Okay, let me get this straight before my head EXPLODES.

Look, it's okay when it's brother on brother, alright? I think it is, anyway. And none of that heterosexual crap. And yuri is fine, too. But, really.

FATHER AND SON? WTF? Am I the only one who thinks that that violates something sacred?

Sure, I believe that you can fall in love with anyone, regaurdless of gender.

But, c'mon, people. Father x Son, Mother x Daughter is fucking SICK. I'm guessing that these people who like it obviously have never had fear of their father or mother sexually harrassing them.

Yes, this post is going to contain mature content. Because I'm fucking PISSED.

The reason I bring this up? Two of my friends (one from school, the other from.. since I was born, pretty much) like this anime, "Papa to kiss in the dark." Fine, whatever, you can like it. I don't give a shit.

But, then, to say that Iam not open minded to them liking it? That is bull.

Who was open to being bisexual in the first place? Moi. When I told one of my friends from school, I got the whole "oOoOoOo, you're going to hell" lecture when she LIKED yaoi.

Later on, she apologized and "discovered" that she was bisexual.

Did I also mention that she likes someone older than her?

All that I've done is support her. All I get from her is destruction.

Which would lead me into another rant if I didn't stop myself.

So, I'm going to explain why I don't like it. I have not watched it, nor do I want to. But, it has something to do with the son "falling in love" with his father and getting smecksed up and then finding out that his father is actually his uncle and it's SCREWED UP.

(And, I don't like old man x young man. Too many bad images. >>)

As most of you don't know, I have a Mexican father, whom I hate his guts.

The statistics to Mexican father and daughter molestation is very high. I've been afraid of my father ever since I've realized this. (Not to mention I hate him on top of that)

Do not ask me why. Do not even try to psychoanalyze me, I don't need your fucking bullshit.

"But this is heterosexual." You say.

You. Are. Fucking. Idiots.

I guess you white folks can't understand. Not to be racist or anything, but, sometimes different races go through different things than other races. Maybe that's why the people who like Father x Son are whites. Pale as a sheet, I say.

Or Japanese. Their father is, typically, never around, so they have no fear of him. There is a nothingness.

Hey, if you guys like it. That's fine. I'm just stating why I think that Father x Son is disgusting.

And, OIGETIT, thank you for the yaoi. <3

For the record: I love Al x Ed. Al as seme is so cute! >w<

Currently Listening FLCL Original Soundtrack V.3 By Pillows HYBRID RAINBOW see related

Ugh. Life sucks right now.

Don't even ask me why. If I tell anyone, I'm telling Jeremy. I trust him. < 3

And, maybe, a few online friends. 'Cause they know me best.

Other than that, I'm going to Japanese class soon. I'm just really frustrated right now and I feel like I'm going to beat up the next person that says anything negative to me.

I just need to release.

I need an RP.

Currently Listening Regeneration By Superchick Stand Up (Mob Action Mix) see related

Omg! I'm SO HAPPY! I moved my D in Algebra II to a C! A high C! <333 -parties- And I have a B in honor's English.

Scholarships, here I come. :3

UPDATE LATER, kthnxbai

Currently Reading A Clockwork Orange By Anthony Burgess see related

Traveled the world under your spell
Cast on me in a hotel

Omg. I have a crush on this guy at school.

Yes, I have a crush. Get over it.

And, in other news, I think I'm suffering from insomnia. I've read that over 50% of the population suffers from insomnia. Okay, maybe I'm overexaggurating but, hey, it's been a long time since I read that article, you can't trust me! D<

But, seriously.. I haven't been able to go to sleep right. Just today (or, was it, yesterday? o_o) I fell asleep at 8:00 PM Central time and then I woke up just now at 4:13 AM. I've had eight full hours of sleep, I'm not tired. I'm wired, as a matter of fact. And... none of my RP buddies are on. So, here I am, burning the night oil, going on Gaia and cruising around the GD and there's, like, NO ONE online. It's scary.

This is really, really scary. I want to RP. No one's on.

Oh! Lookit! Ah... Damn... I forgot what I was going to say...

At the moment, I'm just reading tutorials and stuff. Maybe I should draw or do something constructive with my time.

NAH! I think I'll watch Yami no Matsuei on YouTube, even though it takes forever. Stupid Dial-up. -_- I want DSL. TwT

And now I'm hungry, but I can't go get anything to eat. Wah! T_T

And, there's this kid in my class, Shawn, and he nearly found all my shounen-ai pictures on my iPod. xDD

Muraki x Tsuzuki

Yami no Matsuei: Which Tsuzuki x ? Pairing Are You?
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This means that I win at life. C=

!TearsOfAFlower37: Well, I know that now. But it was creepy. I mean, in one of the pictures, Tsuzuki was SLEEPING. And I was like: OMG! Hakushaku-sama watches PR0N of Tsuzuki? o_O;;

@O, I get it. Sorry! I had to! Forgive, forgive!

I should start reading that manga. I haven't started yet.

#IllusionofAuthority: Okay. I subscribed. <3333

Luff j00!